The Most Beautiful Cat In The World
Me and my boyfriend had the most gorgeous kitten. He wasn't a kitten at all, he was 4 years old but he will always be a kitten to us. He was our first pet together and such a bundle of fun. I don't want to name him on here as I would like to keep some things private but if anyone reads this who knows us, you'll know. He had very recently started getting friendly. He wasn't a bad cat, he was just very playful and bought us lots of presents (birds and mice) and would rather play than have a cuddle. But like I said, that was changing. I think as he was growing up, he did want to be around us more and he started cuddling up to us. It was beautiful. He was beautiful.
On my partners birthday of all days, we found out that he was very poorly and he had to be put down that night. It was 100% our worst day of the year and the first bereavement my partner ever had to go through. He was like our baby and he was so young. It was devastating.
I guess the main reason I wanted to write about him is because I love him with all my heart. He passed away 2 months ago now and only yesterday was I able to look at the photos and even videos on my phone. It was the first time since he passed away that I could without bursting into tears. I have unfortunately lost a lot of family members and a lot of pets and I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesn't. My partner usually reads all of my blogs (thank you) and I plan to do something special soon for our kitten, but that's just one of the things. I want to do some gardening near where he is buried to plant some flowers for him and print out some pictures to frame and put on my special shelves in my bedroom. But he won't ever be forgotten and I miss him so very much. He was a joy.
I haven't done much today. I couldn't mail my coursework because I didn't realise that the post office is closed on Saturdays so I will have to mail it on Monday. I have texted my Tutor to let her know that it will be late, I hope its ok. I'll be honest, its making me extremely anxious but I didn't know and it is out of my hands.
I've also finally started to declutter today. I've been meaning to for a long time. At the moment, me and my partner have very little space so I want to get rid of as much as I can so that it can be more tidy. I spend a lot of time in the bedroom so I want it to be a pleasant place. I've started in the garage. Ive emptied 2 big boxes of stuff and started a rubbish bag in there. I've brought the boxes inside so that I can start putting things in from the end of the bed to store and then I can finally get to my shelves to sort them out. Fun fun fun.
Goodnight, all.
On my partners birthday of all days, we found out that he was very poorly and he had to be put down that night. It was 100% our worst day of the year and the first bereavement my partner ever had to go through. He was like our baby and he was so young. It was devastating.
I guess the main reason I wanted to write about him is because I love him with all my heart. He passed away 2 months ago now and only yesterday was I able to look at the photos and even videos on my phone. It was the first time since he passed away that I could without bursting into tears. I have unfortunately lost a lot of family members and a lot of pets and I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesn't. My partner usually reads all of my blogs (thank you) and I plan to do something special soon for our kitten, but that's just one of the things. I want to do some gardening near where he is buried to plant some flowers for him and print out some pictures to frame and put on my special shelves in my bedroom. But he won't ever be forgotten and I miss him so very much. He was a joy.
I haven't done much today. I couldn't mail my coursework because I didn't realise that the post office is closed on Saturdays so I will have to mail it on Monday. I have texted my Tutor to let her know that it will be late, I hope its ok. I'll be honest, its making me extremely anxious but I didn't know and it is out of my hands.
I've also finally started to declutter today. I've been meaning to for a long time. At the moment, me and my partner have very little space so I want to get rid of as much as I can so that it can be more tidy. I spend a lot of time in the bedroom so I want it to be a pleasant place. I've started in the garage. Ive emptied 2 big boxes of stuff and started a rubbish bag in there. I've brought the boxes inside so that I can start putting things in from the end of the bed to store and then I can finally get to my shelves to sort them out. Fun fun fun.
Goodnight, all.
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