Another Success
My goodness, today was wonderful.
I was correct, it did start off dodgy as it always does when I have scheduled plans but once I was out of the house, the uncomfortableness (is that a word?) disappeared. I attended my appointment which went really well and then spent a further 3 HOURS in town. I am so proud of myself for being out in public for that long and I didn't actually feel too bad. We went for lunch at a lovely cafe, went to the local museum, found a hidden gem of a beautiful little shop with all handmade items and came back and did some crafts. I wrote in my best friends bullet journal while she made me a gorgeous piece of art which I plan to frame and put up on my wall. If you're reading this (you said you would!) you know who you are and thank you so much.
I also want to thank my boyfriend, who probably won't read this. He is my rock on my darkest days and whenever I need a hand, he will never hesitate. He will be there straight away and it makes such a difference to know that I am never alone. Over these past few days I've really started to realize the support network that I have and I am so extremely lucky to have that. Some people aren't so lucky. But all I'm going to say is there is always someone, even if you don't think there is. Whatever you are going through, you don't have to go through it alone. And if you truly believe there is no one who will listen, I will. My email address should be on the blog page and if it isn't (I'm still getting the hang of this) comment and ask and I will give it to you. Its so important that we support each other during tough times because we all have them.
Tomorrow I have plans to meet another friend but that isn't until the evening so I can have a bit of a rest, I definitely need it. I have an awful headache currently and have for hours due to getting overwhelmed easily. An apt followed by 3 hours in the heat, crafts and Tesco is a lot for me and my body and I think I get stress headaches. Thankfully it isn't as bad now and if I keep doing things that stress me out, it should get better in time.
I was correct, it did start off dodgy as it always does when I have scheduled plans but once I was out of the house, the uncomfortableness (is that a word?) disappeared. I attended my appointment which went really well and then spent a further 3 HOURS in town. I am so proud of myself for being out in public for that long and I didn't actually feel too bad. We went for lunch at a lovely cafe, went to the local museum, found a hidden gem of a beautiful little shop with all handmade items and came back and did some crafts. I wrote in my best friends bullet journal while she made me a gorgeous piece of art which I plan to frame and put up on my wall. If you're reading this (you said you would!) you know who you are and thank you so much.
I also want to thank my boyfriend, who probably won't read this. He is my rock on my darkest days and whenever I need a hand, he will never hesitate. He will be there straight away and it makes such a difference to know that I am never alone. Over these past few days I've really started to realize the support network that I have and I am so extremely lucky to have that. Some people aren't so lucky. But all I'm going to say is there is always someone, even if you don't think there is. Whatever you are going through, you don't have to go through it alone. And if you truly believe there is no one who will listen, I will. My email address should be on the blog page and if it isn't (I'm still getting the hang of this) comment and ask and I will give it to you. Its so important that we support each other during tough times because we all have them.
Tomorrow I have plans to meet another friend but that isn't until the evening so I can have a bit of a rest, I definitely need it. I have an awful headache currently and have for hours due to getting overwhelmed easily. An apt followed by 3 hours in the heat, crafts and Tesco is a lot for me and my body and I think I get stress headaches. Thankfully it isn't as bad now and if I keep doing things that stress me out, it should get better in time.
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