Coursework

So the only mission I set myself for yesterday was to tackle some coursework and did I do it? No, I did not. I wish I could say that I forgot or have some valid excuse but the truth is, I have zero motivation. I really do find it so hard to do the simplest things. I often have to be reminded to clean my teeth, drink water or step outside the backdoor just to get some air. Its hard, its really hard. My deadline for the first assessment is in 2 weeks and I've done an extremely small amount. But I still have time. I can do this.

I did accomplish something yesterday though. I exercised. Every other day me and my boyfriend have been doing just a small bit of exercise to get into the habit of it. I've done a little bit of weightlifting (that sounds impressive but you should see me) and 30 squats. My legs are still hurting from yesterday but I think we're going to try it every day instead. I need to get healthier.

I have plans for the next 3 days which is pretty exciting. I usually need a recovery day or two between each event as I am very easily overwhelmed by things but not this week. Tomorrow I have an appointment in the morning (more on my thoughts on appointments in another blog) and then I'm meeting a friend for lunch and to go to a local small museum. She's been away for a few months so I'm looking forward to seeing her again. I'm sure I will have another dodgy morning due to the anxiety before leaving the house but hopefully I'll improve once I'm there and it will be another success.

Wish me luck!