Stardew Valley
So, I didn't write yesterday. I was hoping yesterday would be a better day but unfortunately it was not.
I started walking into town to mail off my coursework and then I realized I had left the address at home. When I got back to the house, I went to the bathroom and that's where I stayed. My partner had to come back to the house to find me and he ended up mailing it off because I wasn't in a position to. It is so very frustrating when there are situations like this. I just want to be able to do simple every day things but a lot of the time, I simply can't. Thank goodness I have my boyfriend in my life else nothing would ever get done. He also did his very first blood donation yesterday. He waited for an hour and then they (possibly) got an artery as it was causing him pain and it is not supposed to so after 30 seconds, they stopped and sent him on his way. I'm so proud of him for trying though and they got some blood from him.
I decided to tackle the bedroom last night because it was a mess and I wanted to try and make it up to him. I spent hours on it and I'm really chuffed with what I accomplished. The end of the bed is now (almost) completely clear and I can access my shelves and very small cupboard. I filled up a box which is now stored in the garage and threw away a bin bag full of stuff. At least that's something. More on that another day.
Today my poor boy had to have even more blood tests done at the doctors and then we started the application for housing when he got home. We will probably finish that in the next couple of days. I cannot wait until we finally have our own place and this is the first step. Its probably still a long way off but I'm excited already.
I have also recently started playing Stardew Valley again. It is the one thing that has brought me joy in the last few days. It is a computer game about farming, mining, fishing and all things like that. There's no stress and no pressure, you can just go at your own pace and its so happy and jolly. I wish my life was like that.
Tomorrow I have my second session of CBT in the morning and then a friend will be coming over in the evening. I missed her birthday which I feel terrible about because there were going to be people there I didn't know and I was too anxious. She understands thankfully and we are meeting tomorrow instead. In the next couple of weeks I plan to cook her a nice meal as an apology. The Universal Credit money should come through tomorrow so I will have the money to do that.
Lots going on as usual but as difficult as it is, its all for the better and it will help me in the long run. I hope everyone reading this has had a great day.
I started walking into town to mail off my coursework and then I realized I had left the address at home. When I got back to the house, I went to the bathroom and that's where I stayed. My partner had to come back to the house to find me and he ended up mailing it off because I wasn't in a position to. It is so very frustrating when there are situations like this. I just want to be able to do simple every day things but a lot of the time, I simply can't. Thank goodness I have my boyfriend in my life else nothing would ever get done. He also did his very first blood donation yesterday. He waited for an hour and then they (possibly) got an artery as it was causing him pain and it is not supposed to so after 30 seconds, they stopped and sent him on his way. I'm so proud of him for trying though and they got some blood from him.
I decided to tackle the bedroom last night because it was a mess and I wanted to try and make it up to him. I spent hours on it and I'm really chuffed with what I accomplished. The end of the bed is now (almost) completely clear and I can access my shelves and very small cupboard. I filled up a box which is now stored in the garage and threw away a bin bag full of stuff. At least that's something. More on that another day.
Today my poor boy had to have even more blood tests done at the doctors and then we started the application for housing when he got home. We will probably finish that in the next couple of days. I cannot wait until we finally have our own place and this is the first step. Its probably still a long way off but I'm excited already.
I have also recently started playing Stardew Valley again. It is the one thing that has brought me joy in the last few days. It is a computer game about farming, mining, fishing and all things like that. There's no stress and no pressure, you can just go at your own pace and its so happy and jolly. I wish my life was like that.
Tomorrow I have my second session of CBT in the morning and then a friend will be coming over in the evening. I missed her birthday which I feel terrible about because there were going to be people there I didn't know and I was too anxious. She understands thankfully and we are meeting tomorrow instead. In the next couple of weeks I plan to cook her a nice meal as an apology. The Universal Credit money should come through tomorrow so I will have the money to do that.
Lots going on as usual but as difficult as it is, its all for the better and it will help me in the long run. I hope everyone reading this has had a great day.
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